![]() I used to be so strong but that kid doesn’t exist anymore. Why did God give me this? Why does universe keep throwing shit at me like I am so strong to take it. Life shouldn’t be about tackling life so long. It’s draining my energy and it’s draining my mental health like a leech. I pretend like my life is normal but in the end it’s so far away from normal and it’s draining me. Like, man…I pretend so much that I’m fine. I am trying so hard to just try looking on the bright but that shit is so hard when everything around you is so fucking dark and it keeps getting darker somehow. You don’t even know how dead I feel inside but even tho I feel so dead, I feel so much and it’s eating me so much. You don’t know how much I am aching inside. Like you’re not going through the same shit I do, so why the fuck do you have such a bigass opinion on me?! You don’t know what my nights are like. God, I just see those people who complain about the smallest of things. Like wow, I have had done something really bad in my past life for universe and God to treat me this way because at this point I am gonna break down and start crying because my heart is so fucking fragile that I don’t want it anymore. Yeah, I got so disappointed in life and I keep getting disappointment thrown at my face and as much as I think that it can’t get worse. You won’t or you will but I think that my situation is bad, not worst or the worst but bad and somehow people wouldn’t understand how bad this shit really feels except those who are getting through similiar shit like me. ![]()
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